Change..

I was getting bored with the constant fall of wickets (yes, cricket) so i logged in to my Facebook account. Few messages and notifications later i was there, staring at the window, numb, had no idea, now what should i do to pass my time. I went to my timeline, Clicked on October 2012 and thus i was back in that time when things were different, very different. I had never imagined that in the month of June next year, things would be so different. Funny, isn't it? Life will kick you at the moment when you are feeling blessed for being the person you are, having the life you have and then everything will change.

                                                     Now those emotional posts sound funny, useless and stupid. Those fun posts look like some amazing thing you said unaware of the fact that it might suite you very well some day.
People so close to you, now are so far away and you are still wondering what a joke life is. Sarcastic ! Friends went away, loved ones turned into people we used to know, acquaintances are now such an important part of my life.

I am not in a mood to sing some ballad, because i am still awestruck by things that have happened.

All i have learnt is: Change is the only constant thing in this world.

tasweer tumhari..

yunhi kisi roz kabhi fursat me
dekhne lage hum wo tasweer tumhari
jo tumne duniya k liye laga rakhi hai
dekhte hain tumhe hanste hue, khush ho tum
itminan hai is baat ka
par tum kisi aur k saaye me khush ho
ye baat takleef de jati hai.

han yaad hai mujhe, maine hi tumhe jane diya tha
kaha tha main aise khush reh lungi
par kehte kehte ye umeed bhi ki thi,
ki tum wapas aoge aur kahoge, nahi jana mujhe kahin
main khush hun tumhare saath, bahot khush.
par ye humari galatfehmi thi,
tumhari tasweer ki muskan wali ladki to yahi btati hai.

khair, hum apne yaadon ka sirhana hata kar
us tasweer se muh mor lete hain,har baar
par aankhien band karke bhi sirf tum dikhte ho,
aur tab ye dil mann hi mann sochta hai
kaash humne us din khudgarz hokar
pehli baar tumse pehle khud ko rakha hota,
to shayad aaj hmarai hoonthon par bhi wahi muskaan hoti,
jo tumhari tasweer wali ladki k pass hai,kyunki uske pass tum ho
kaash ki humare pass bhi wo sab khusiyann hoti
kaash tum hmare hote,
kaash us din mere aansoun ko tum dekh paate
mere dil ki har dhadkan yahi kaash kehti jati hai.